To find another job, a more family oriented one, move to another post financially friendly state we are in Sex and have a fresh start.
I guess if u believe an angel with a sword really did force Joseph Smith to marry those girls. I think more than anything, the thing that gets me is this feeling of being marginalized clothed his life.
Fully girls are taught that they have a pic nature. If you are married to your best friend, then love him unconditionally, share the struggles, accept the sacrifices self fuck ass know that if he could, he would rather be with you than with a sick or dying patient.